:(

i feel so bad & guilty for

being such a baby :(

*

i, sometimes shut myself down 

& i don't talk.

i always failed to hold my anger

when i'm not in the mood

*

pls forgive my thoughtless moment

& i know i've let u both worried about me.

i promise i'll give you both a big hug tomorrow.

i'm sorry & i love you pa ma!!

我，想

从去年十二月至今的我到过了几个地方，

接触了很多新鲜事件与人物，

见识，体验，感触了许多。

~

就说说最近的我吧 。

“龙年快乐！” 客套也得说一声吧

毕竟我也正要进入这话题

大年二九刚从农历新年倒数节目收工数小时后

就由伟大的哥哥顶当司机的岗位，

让我很舒服的享受了两个小时的风景路程 

~

回到家乡，位于彭亨；日利谷新村后

向往的，妈妈都以她最灿烂的笑容迎接我们俩

然而哥哥和我都不分前后的走向房间

参与爸爸及弟弟；扑向美梦前进

~

大年初一的我与家人共欢轮乐

说真的，在城市时的我们几乎很少可以那样

相信根基是在于乡下的科技都不发达

想上网吗？是件不可能的任务！

~

在乡下，享受早晨的雾水；

然后在白天的日烈阳光下吃冰淇淋，

与一群超热情的乡下人交流，

还可以到果园享受最新鲜的水果；

晚上与满天星星约会，和蚕从聊天

大年初一，我就是这样子和家人一起度过的。

当然也少不了鞭炮声，我和兄弟们的吵杂声，

还有我最喜欢爸妈的欢笑声

~

就这样，一个夜晚就那么轻易的度过了

年初二，醒来的时候家人已开始收拾东西准备

在中午前出发回城市了。

*

我爸爸是个很坚持的人，

自婆婆去世后，其实家乡只有一间吉的祖屋

可是爸爸就是风雨不改，每一年逢过年时

都。一。定。要回家乡

还记得小时候总是不喜欢，几乎讨厌回去

都想不起是为什么了，就觉得闷吧

*

年初二的那一个早晨的我，很舍不得。

我后悔以前的我没有全心的珍惜这个地方

我开始想念，

我，想

在这个地方，多留一些，回忆。 

                                                        日利谷新村，彭亨。

Battleground 2011

 Battleground 2011 is officially wrap for me now.

i've been with this program from the start since August,

but i wont be with Battleground Final 2011 on  the10 dec 

coz i wont be around at KL ;p

~

honestly Battleground is the hardest program i've done this year.

hmm, such a long stories if u wanna know why, hehe.

well in short, i think most of the problem occur because of

miscommunication, attitude & personalities problem.

*

miscommunicate with the producer,

host attitude problem (u wanna know which host? the Chinese FM DJ ;p)

that's y i dont listen to that particular FM at all!! i prefer Serena at Mix FM, hahaha!!

& i hate Giordano's person in charge!! both of them, they think

they are so good but they are actually a jerk!!

~

thanks to all of them for widen up my knowledge!

hmmm, even though i dont like this program,

this program gave most of the styling for me to do,

the progress was really hard, but i like the outcome of it ;)

~

 this picture taken during Preliminary at E@Curve

the contestants was judging by 3 of the judge from Taiwan, UK & Korea.

its me & Battleground main host,

on my left is Serena.C n my right is Mei Yan! :)

all the clothes they wear on Battleground are all sponsor by 

Armani Exchange.

during preliminary Battleground hired make up artist Chloe,

so i had a teman. but after that i was all alone because

apparently the program has no budget ;<

the Top10 groups of Battleground is out

after 4round of prelim. then we had photoshoot

for 10 groups of them. Photoshoot done at Yipieyaya Studio,

& there are 2 session, 1st session of shoot style by Giordano,

and the 2nd shoot Style by me ;)

~

this is one of the top10 "Oh My Goodness"!

their dance energy were really really pack!!

but sadly they couldn't make it to the Top4.

here we have another group "Chique de luxe"

they beat "Oh My Goodness" during battle

n they are now in Top4!~

this is "FIX", my favourite group of all.

they dance so well n their idea were really creative!

these are all the accessories prepared for the host,

i, love accessories! :)

on the left is Kiwi, the assistant producer

& Samson, the tag team n assistant producer too.

they are good people :)

we also have promo for the Top10.

i like the background!!

interview with the group "Dem Lepak Boyz"

hehe, Semifinal is over n the Top4 result is out after 3 rounds

 of battle at Pavilion on the 29, 30 of Oct n 1st Nov.

Good Luck to Kimmy who will be covering for me on Battleground Final.

& Good Luck to the Top4 contestants!!

;)

house broke

last 2days ago, my house was broke into thieves.
i was half way home at 5something n i receive call from my mum,
her voice sounded trembling &
she told me that she just got back home & found out
our side window is broken with a big iron stylus left at a side.
& my mum do not know if the thief is stil in the house or not.
~
i worried to the max & i can't help but speed back home.
i have to say that we are lucky because no one was at home
& the thieves has left when my mum got back.
~
then i call 999 to make report,
& i am quite shock that 999 put me on hold with music!
gosh, i have totally no mood for that.
then the police came after & they copied down my mum's ic#
n that's it!
~
we were all so moody that day,
feel so bad luck yet lucky that no one is hurt,
nothing big was stolen, n they stole most of my stuff ;(
especially my canon camera from herman,
some accessories from my mum since young,
key necklace from herman's mum,
my babyG,
my starry ring & necklaces,
my expensive hair dryer,
my bros netbook,
my bros watches,
my spoilt Sony Ericsson k600i,
~
those are the things that i really really like,
;( i'll miss you all.

追星

This is the first time in my life! 

blindly 追星 with my Kawan, Kimmy :D

So 陈展鹏  & 谢天华 was here at Giza for Astro on demand's event.

Kimmy love love lovessss 陈展鹏 from TVB sosososo much!!!

& she wanted to see him in real person!!

it was our company's event but we wasn't involve in the program,

so sadly we dont get any privilige to be there at the backstage to

get any closer to both the HK stars & our local star Jentzen!hahaha.

~

me & Kimmy went over to Giza on last friday.

i purposely went all the way there, & jam at the traffic for 2 n half hours

just to teman my kawan to see her idol =,= 

but it was an experience :D!!!

~

on the next day,  our colleage; Chloe

told us 陈展鹏  & 马国明 will be back at Astro office

for recording. then me & Kimmy actually went 

back to office on that Sunday, which is our day off!!

just to see them & take picture with them!!!

:D

~

after long wait for 4hours,

*Snap!! ^^

 

& Snap snap!!!

*Snap snap snap!!! :D

crazy Chloe loves 马国明 so much! she set the picture as 

her wallpaper One second after the picture was taken!!!!

it was a crazy experience & indeed a fun experience!!! ^^
陈展鹏  & 马国明 were so nice & Polite!!
& they are very tallll n model-like in real :D
hahaha, i think i started to like them too
;p

i, :)

boringness brought me here all the time,
i click through everyones blog,
n i randomly click and read a few of my own
year2007 posts,

& i smiled :)

big bad wolf

BIG BAD WOLF Attack me for 3times & my mum 4times!!!

seriously, the book fair is such a HEAVEN!!

they sell books in pallate!!!! imagine how many books they have!!

& books r priced from Rm3 to Rm20 ONLY!!!

gosh, if i am allow i wish i could bring back all the books

& make my house a library!! HAhahaha!!

~

me & my mum went there 3-4times on the

past 2weeks of book warehouse at Maeps.

i have no idea how they manage to cut down the price

 to extremely low, books are selling at Rm40 at the bookstore

& they sell them at Only Rm8!!!! 

how can u resist n not to bring them home?!!

~

Super Happy that i found books that i wanted in such low price!

& i found the 1st publish of "Confession of a Shopaholic"!!

"Carrie Diaries" in hardcover; im not sure if i'm going to read

these 2, but i bought them for the sake of keeping it :D!!

& i found "Babylons"!! ~Happy~ & bought some

lil miss & mr. for Rm3 each!! do u know how expensiv they

are at the bookstore out there even the books r small n thin!?

kekeke ;p

my mum bought alot toooooo!!

my mum has such a passion at teaching kids.

she went to the children sections only &

she look for interesting & useful books for her kids~

honestly, kids nowadays r so lucky because

all the books r all design for fun learning!!

I, Respect my Mum for her love @teaching!!

♥♥♥

my pressie

hasn't get the chance to take a real look at my Birthday Pressie until lately!!

Thank you sososooooo much for having the heart to pick pressie for me!

i have pressie here from Hong Kong, Japan & KL!!

all of them from My Most Lovie Dearie!!! ^^

& Thanks for all the birthday wishes

from hundreds of you!

i feel deeply grateful!!!

♥

♥

尊孔 6A班

gathering with classmate year1998

the hot topic we talk about that day were who & who 

are getting married, hahaha!!! so glad that everybody is doing good!!

cant wait to attend any of your wedding!! ;)

 p/s: i went to Delicious @Dua Residency years back,

the services were really bad. after years the services are stil the same!

i will Not go to Delicious @Dua Residency ANYMORE!~

Mid Autumn Fest

Astro celebrates Mid Autumn Fest

on the September 12th at Penang Bukit Mertajam

it was a Fun & easy job! ;)

bum into my buddy; mr.Kelsen!! he was the host

for the nite before Astro team arrived!

so proud of u my kawan!! ^^

*

*

*

the next day we check out from Sunway Hotel @Penang

early in the morning at 8am, & reach kl by noon.

why do we have to rush & check out that early,

gosh, i always hate it because i love to Zzzzz! :D

~

after i reach KL from Penang

its Family day!!!

Mid Autumn Dinner with my family & relatives!! ^^

my Mummy, Daddy & baby Jayshawn :)

hehe, after dinner back at home

eat mooncake, yamcha, & play lantern candles la!! ^^

DIY hello kitty lantern by my elder brother for the Gf!~

haha, nice work bro! :D

♥

Classic Golden Melody

after Hua hee karaoke at north m'sia.

hseang busy prepare wardrobe for the host of

Classic Golden Melody 经典名曲歌唱大赛

~

hehe, let me share some history with u guys.

my boss assign this program to me after my

ex-colleague; Chew resign halfway doing this program.

to be honest, i was kinda scare when Chew told me he's

going to quit, because i knew once he quit,

i'll have a huge possibilities to take over his program,

& i do not want to, because Chew had a really rough time!!!

really... really... rough time doing this program!! i m not joking!!!

& Bingo!! my boss put me up for this program =,=

~

gosh, i was so scare during meeting with the producer,

because everybody told me that the producer is a tough one.

and i guess Chew resign mainly because of her. hahaha :D

after the meeting,

she like my stuff & everything went quite well.

& i'm happy ;)

~

i take over this program from Round 4 until final.

i kinda like this program because get to style different size of

people. & its not easy to style extra large people, quite challenging!

~

this year CGM Final held at Johor Stadium Bandaraya

on the 20th of August instead of Genting .

the stage nice ha :)

the crowd before the show starts @Stadium Bandaraya

@backstage, get to take picture with the finalist ^^

snap snap with the finalist :)

hehe, its me with the Co-host, who are the

past years CGM Champion; 小蚂蚁, 明辉 & 蕊丽.

too bad didn't get to take picture with the main host on that day,

燕燕 & 忠彪!! both of them are very very nice u cant

imagine they are such lovely people :D

aw, its me & M'sia well known designer Villiam Ooi! ^^

he is the female host's wardrobe designer for the Final round.

during preparation, Villiam came to pick the male's wardrobe with Hseang.

we went for lunch & he shared some of his ideas to me, Thanks!

New York hotel @Johor, so comfy!!

so happy they book a hotel with windows!!

because they always book cheap hotel especially

Pearlview hotel @Penang, the room has no window

and no single sign of sunlight in the room!!! so scaly!! :D

Wawa & Lilian!!! the 奶妈 of CGM contestants!

they are all very nice ppl! love hang out with them!

Lilian just resign from Astro leh, gonna miss u Lilian!!

the result is out!!! Snap snap with

CGM 2011 Champion 侯诗玲!!!

she is so nice she invited me to her performance

recently ^^ but too bad i couldn't make it.

all the best to u 侯诗玲!!

CGM 2011 Wrap!!

♥

Hua Hee Karaoke

Hseang was with Hua Hee Karaoke; 欢喜来卡拉

on the 4th-7th August at North Malaysia :)

~

hehe, if u remember my previous post titled "Drama".

i was talking ppl from this trip. sadly the bad person isn't in any

of the pictures below. haha, i am not that bad after all :D aahaha!!

~

So, welcome to the Hokkien side of world ^^

quite happy that i get to join the team of Hua Hee Karaoke

everyone were really really nice except the make up sponsor ;p

~

hehe, this trip Hseang met some new friends!

Chloe, the newbie who just join Astro inhouse make up.

Zey Yang, the hair sponsor from Miko

& the fellow Hua Hee Karaoke Judges,

谢木老师，彩云老师，& 文升老师

the judges are veryy friendly, unexpectedly! ;p

the Hokkien singer 黄裔帏 as 小记者 for HHK at North.

she is so young & so talented!!

she's the one who bought everything that i style for her leh

hahaha ~happy me~

ah, the main host Jentzen & Phoebe :)

谢木老师, Guess how old is he!!!

all of us was so Shock when he told us he's now

70 years old!!!

seriously, he is super young in heart &

so happy go lucky! & he stil goes to the gym!

look how fit he is!!! & how he dress up all by himself!!~

gosh, Salute!!

& 彩云老师, she is... i dont know whats the word for her.

hmm... Cute i think :D she's a fans of Hello Kitty!

she veryy tehhh, even her voice very tehhh too.

hahaha! but she is nice! ;)

hehe, I miss Hua Hee Karaoke!!

i like the programme & the team!!! :(

sadly this is the only Hua Hee Karaoke that i get to

join this year. & i've hand over everything to Kimmy.

because my boss wants me to focus on another

harder programme~ Battleground! ishh

miss u all♥